Good Things Happen To Good People.
Sometimes good things happen to good people. You feel happy for them. But at the same time, your brain is screaming “You’re not actually happy! Good things like this never happen for you!” Try all you want, no matter how happy you outwardly feel, the voice is still there, screaming repeatedly and unceasingly. It’s not that you’re not happy for people, it’s just that the voice has a good point in showing how much of a failure you are at your own life.